loads of blessing weekend:)

Hii peeps! miss me? HAHAHA! before I blog anything, I wanna say thank you to all my readers who gave me so much of supports and courages after reading my previous post bout my personally Christianity journey with God. zillionssss of thankfulness from me to u all!!! Thank you, Thank you and Thank you!  Thank you so muchhh! 

Ohkayyy, get bec to my post. Im here to share bout my blessing weekend :)

Those who follow me on insta and twitter will definitely know that I actually went to work on Saturday. Seriously, the job was real awesome mannn. The BEST job I could ever have in my life so far. lololol

It's an event is called School of X(SOX).   

Basically the event was launched by Celcom to promote their new plan. It stated at their website that it is the First and the ONLY prepaid plan in M'sia that designed for students in the age range of 12 to 18. It's the plan that offering the best rates to all networks. Anyway, Im not going to further explain bout the plan here. You may log to Celcom webstite for details CLICK HERE

My part is to tell u all bout my working day! HAHAHA. Dat day, there're frens who came to my uni to pick my frens and I to the working place. It's at PWTC. The place is quite far from Sunway cos it's at KL but nvm I juz have to sit inside the car n get dwn when I reached the destination. BTW, juz for u to noe, my fren fetch us with his mini cooper. I tell you right, no insult or what, I simply feel he kinda rich mann. U know what, he juz passed his driving license a month ago and now he owned himself a mini cooper. The point is, he's not local but from Sarawak as well. Not from Sibu anyway but somewhere else.

Oh mann, how did I get there? crap.

That day, PWTC was so crowded, I guess it's bcos of Wesak Day. It's really pack! Quite alot of other events were as well going on dat day. 

My job is juz to show up during the open ceremony. We were there to make the event happening in order to attract attention. So yaa, we got mad when the school bell rang, screamed, chill, ran around and jumped to the stage. We're like bunch of hyper school kids. The whole thing takes around 2-3mins only then we can go off already. Thats all for our job. The pay was good. I mean as in like we worked for only 3mins but we got a normal part-time 10 to 10 promoter's pay :) sounds cool right? that why i said it's the best job ever, without abit exaggerating. 

So, dis is our outfit that day :) pardon with quality of the images cos it's taken through phone. iphone camera sucks!

and on the Sunday, Im so happy that my fren Calvin followed me to church. It's Special Service with Rev. Dr. Kong Hee :)

The service was Awesome! I cried like never before. So much relief and blessed after it :)

After the service, as usual, I went off to lunch with my cg :) I didnt noe it's a surprise belated birthday celebration for me on this day. Im like seeing them taking cupcakes towards me yet still clapping hands and happily singing birthday song with em. I didnt noe it's for me.  LOL

For ur information, my bdy is in January. N it's already May now. I mean like seriously? No one gonna expect to have another bdy celebration after 5months right? During my bdy month, I wasnt around in KL. datsy i didnt get to celebrate my bdy with them. HAHAHA. Im so blessed! Love my cellgroup to bitsss! So sweet to have them in my life. Thanks God for all of em! :)

So here're some picha taken. Apparently, the images quality is way better dis time. Took by Joan using her semi-pro cam :)

dis images is blur but it's kinda artistic in some way mayb? lol. I like it!

I have a total of 9persons in my cg. these are juz some of em, excluding the guy with superman shirt on. HAHAHA. He's so kind to join me for lunch with my cg. Thank you so much :) or do u wanna join my cg? :P We're welcome you. Come CHCKL again yohhh! Ahhh, dun care! Im gonna drag u here again. Right after u come bec from Sibu when u finish ur sem break. June right?

Thank you for all the wishes and presents from all of you. I really dunno how many times I have been repeating the word [Thank you] in this post. But sincerely, I feel really thankful for everything u have done. I didnt know dat there's a close group on fb created juz to discuss bout my birthday celebration.
BTW, the part Peter accidentally bocor to me was really funny! but I dunno why I didnt get it oso. so blur wan. HAHAHA. Anyway, Thank you for all these planning. Thank you so muchhhhhh!!!!!

David, thanks for the colour u chose. It's so sweet! xD

230am now, gonna call off the night n hit the sack! Goodnight everyone. Once again, thank you everyone who make my weekend so blessing :DD *BBH BBK*

Loves E.

incredible love from God :)

This will be a post sort of telling u bout my Christian journey with God. It's ohkay if u're not interested, feel free to juz skip it :)

I experienced so much in God. I dunno if u trust it or not, but yeaa, I received goodness from God for the past 19 years. God did something amazing in my life. 

Start my story with my childhood's life...

Ohkayy, maybe I was a little bit fortunate than some of you cos I was born in a Christian family ever since I came to this world. But still, I know nothing about God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, Love all those kind of Christianity thingy. 

I was raised in a broken family. My mom passed away since I was one if Im not mistaken. Ridiculous enough? Lack of filial piety? not even sure when is it. I aint lucky gal who once encounter with mother love. Dats y I tweeted bout my mom last time, saying dat I dont have any profound impression towards mom. 

Yet, Im still fortunate enough to have some photo kept by auntie. The only channel to know how exactly my mom looked like. 

When I was young, I owes get envy over those who has their mom braiding their hair to school everyday, getting those pinky girly stuff (im not saying dat I didnt get all these things, but it's still different when u got em from dad, guys' taste? u know laaa :P lol  Dad, I still love you yaaa)  and those who owes beautiful dress up like an angel by their mom etc. (erhemmm, I wonder why is it all about dressing up like an angel and princess , I think dats the only thought I have when I was a kid :P)

Anyway, at first, my brother and I was lifted by grandma in Bintangor, then after my brother finished his kindergarten, grandma, brother and I, we all moved to Sibu tgth and stayed with auntie, which is my cousie, Christina Kiu's mom.  *TOO MUCH DETAIL* skip all these shyt

Staying in Sibu with my cousie, you know right? Kids love quarreling and fighting over some tiny shyt. I remembered auntie owes ask me why cousie n I never fight before. Actually, We did. I remembered there's a time when I was showered with cousie *no dirty thinking okay, dat time we're six or seven? I cant remember di* but yea, we actually quarreled over a shampoo thingy. I dunno if my cousie remember this incident or not, but nvm, I will just tell u here. recall it for u. lol. hope u dun mind :P

*actually I cant really remember the detail, juz say it according to what I remember*

Ohkay, the quarrel occurred this way...

I dunno both of us who started it, we fought for the shampoo *dunno why cannot use tgth lol* then cousie said: dis shampoo was bought by my mom, so is mine, not yours. so u cant have it *u know la, kids owes like to say dis thing* then followed by me, dat time I got pissed. Then I said: dis house was bought by my dad, so is mine. then u cant stay here. *wtf, I dunno who told me my dad bought the house, in fact it's not* then after all these shyt, we start fighting. but dats not the main point la.  What I wanna say is dat auntie got so upset with us. I remembered dat time, auntie actually cried and phoned my dad who was not around in Malaysia, telling him about this thing. 

So, yea wads so big deal with this quarrel, why and how does it change my relationship with cousie?  to a better and closer one :) heheee.... dats how i relate dat bec to my main point of the post. 

LOVE

I love complaining. I blame God, blame the house, blame the family and especially blame my dad, I dun understand why he owes leave me alone in Sibu and go somewhere far far away to work. Yes, I know he has to work in order to raise me but why other ppl dad who worked as well, still having their dad by their side. For ur info, my dad came bec only once in the year. Thats oso when I feel myself actually hided so much thing in my own world. I feel no sense of belonging at that house, I owes feel myself kinda like an outsider especially when adults quarrel and started to distribute their stuff.  I owes been reminded that I might one day leave the house. * dats wad in a seven-years-old gal's mind*

I might be growing up in somewhere not as loving as usual family. I might not be the most prettiest and cuttest gal in adults' eyes cos I love to cry, love to angry and mad over tiny things* auntie even called me 'ba kiu po'(fuchow) dat time. lol

But yea, after dat night, I saw auntie phoning with dad,  her tears dropping out eyes, I started to think.... and dats when I started to tell myself not to do all silly things, like fighting with cousie on some shyt with no apparent reason. I started to think twice before I actually did smth. (juz for u to know, auntie never scold or beat me up even I did smth so upsetting her dat time)

Yes, I was born in a single-family, but I have a dad who give me double of his father-love. I dun have mom but I have an auntie who loves me so much and treat me as if her own kid. I never get my hair braided by my mom but I did get it braided by my auntie. Also, I have a grandma who kinda patriarchal but still love me so much even Im a gal. lol

Having all these,  actually I wanna thanks God the most. I thanks him for putting me into the family that CAREFULLY selected by him. I thanks him for all the love I experienced from the family. *I shouldntve blame him for taking my mom away from me, im not saying dat I love the fact that my mom passed away, but bcos of the challenge that given by God, I opened my heart, experienced the family love in another way.

If wasnt bcos of the fact that my mom gone, I dun think.. OK. Im sure, Im not gonna have good relationship with auntie they all. If wasnt bcos of the quarrel between two 7-years-old kids, Im sure that Im not gonna apprehend such close and blissful relationship with my cousie. She's like my real sista :)

INDEED. I feel really thankful and grateful for growing up in such amazing and special family. 

I know God is watching over me ever since I was in my mom's womb. Without a second fail. 

Trust me. 

When God takes something away from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. 

"The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you" 


Sometimes, you might not understand the things that God has done in ur life or maybe sometimes you might wonder why God never answer your prayer. But instead of blaming him, why not possess the virtue of PATIENCE. Trust that, there must be a better timing for it. You'll eventually get it when the time comes!

Have FAITH in God! :)

Here's a incredible lovely video about how much Jesus Loves us... MUST watch! :)

Lord... In the past,

I have denied you and walked away 

from you a numerous times.

But..

I know that there's a indelible mark of cross

you left in my heart

From now on,

I will bear your cross for you.

I will do it :)

Remember! Everyone deserve love of God. Love is not exclusive to only those who are worthy. God said He loves everyone. Unconditionally. He loves us for no matter who we are and for whatever we've done. 

When God said dat, who else can say no? When God is with you, who else can against you?

 God bless you, Have a nice day! xoxo

Loves E.

uni life again

Times never wait for anyone. I feel myself kinda like racing with time everyday. Juz a blink of my eyes, it's middle of April already which is week 3 of my semester. Cant imagine 11weeks more, I'll be sitting for my finals again.

Currently, Im bombarded by preparation jobs for all my assignments, midterm and presentation. some of them due in the middle of May and some in the beginning of June. No.. there's not much time left even it's juz April now. Im kinda worry cos all of those assignment's deadline are so near to each others. Juz say the marketing subject, my presentation n assignment's report fall on the same day and Law's assignment which requires alot of research fall on few days before them. I dun think I can handle em if I start em too late and last minutes works aint the best outcomes afterall. hmm....

Flashing bec my 4months break, not to deny they're quite tedious sometimes but I start to miss them like seriously...

Juz for u to noe, I was so upset yesterday.

Apart of being trample by a retard, I was so sad over the date of my marketing midterm. it's on 19th of May!! u must be wondering wads wrongs with the date right? It's during my term break!! I have a trip to P.Redang on 18/5 to 21/5!! I cant change the date of the trip cos it's family trip. Date that after all the discussions n compromises by everyone. We tried so hard to set aside our time before this. but WHYYYY?? why on earth dis happened to me??! pls dun tell me I cant make it.......... 

Dealing with this issue, I emailed my lecturer last nite. I request to sit the test one or two days earlier and I told her Im willing to sign any agreement regarding to not leaking the question paper. I wonder if I can get the approval from her. I really dun wanna throw my flight ticket and say bye to my Redang trip since there's the only time I can meet my family. Otherwise I'll have to wait until next year cny ;(

I have been refreshing my mailbox for whole day long yet I never get any reply from my lecturer. This is so sad mannn. I wonder if she read my mail, if she'd, y I never receive any reply from her.... waiting times owes like take me forever and seriously I dun like to wait laaa. sighhh

Oh yaa, for ur information, Im having my one day break today. If Im not mistaken, it's public holiday due to the installation of new Agong. Actually, I dun give a damn to these kind of political stuff, but yea, since government is giving me break, why not? lololol 

Anyway, I didnt manage to use my break wisely. Thought of having a super long well sleep today since it's holiday. Guess what, I bladdy woke up at 7am which is far more earlier than my uni day. Zzzz! wad a waste! but I juz cant help it. I know my biological clock owes loves to sing different tunes with me. I even come out with a statement: I cant sleep when I have proper time to sleep but I owes wanna sleep when Im not suppose to. *slap myself*

Alrighttt, GTG. For those who're having holiday today, enjoy urself then! Fully use it, by wisely of course. lol

TATA! :DD

Follow me on Instagram! elysiamohmoh :)

 Loves E.

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Janet Liang needs your help!!!

Even if it is a very tiny act of goodness and you think no one notices, God notices. Always remember that one little act of kindness can tilt the balance of an entire situation. One little act of kindness can ripple out in countless ways that you many never know about.

Your kindness makes world different! :)

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Loves E.

短暫的生命

僅有感而發。

還記得，我之前在一篇文章里，提到了人生的起伏，人生是有因果嗎？

今天，是三月的最后一天。對我們而言，是.. 啊～終于三月結束了！這個月真是有夠倒霉的，有夠糟糕的。終于可以跟它說再見了！或者.. 我錢包都干了！老板，快快發薪水啊！

大家心里都是向往著.. 四月的快快來臨。

但，你是否想過在地球的另一邊，有人這一天，在努力與死神搏斗著嗎？你又知道，有人因為害怕四月的即將到來，在無數的夜晚里失眠，哭泣著嗎？

就是她，Janet Liang.. 今天是她的最后一天。 這個女孩人生都還沒走到三分之一，每天面對的問題和煩惱，不是繁忙的功課，考試的壓力，或是工作上的困擾。

在這一天，如果沒有奇跡的出現，若是沒有幸運的找到適合她的骨髓，她要說再見的.. 就不是2012年的三月這么簡單了。她要揮手的是.. 她那還來不及看完的世界... 說再見的是..上帝給她那短暫的生命。

不曉得你們是否曾經想過要無條件交出自己的生命，然后遺憾的離開這個世界的感受。就說我吧。還是個學生，每天因為功課的壓力，對自己的生命抱怨著。甚至常常思考自己活在這個世界上的意義。很糟糕對吧？這個世界就是這么殘忍，這么的不公平。有些人想擁有的，僅僅是健康活著，這么簡單的要求，離他們的卻是那無比遙遠的距離，對他們而言，那還是個奢望；有些人卻每天在虛度人生，濫用著上帝給他們的寶貴生命，一天天的摧毀自己那健康的身體。

如果可以作出平衡，盡管是一點點都好。每個人看這個世界的眼光都會漂亮，更美好一些。如果可以停下腳步，看看周圍的人事物，多用心去看待這個世界，一切都會很不同。如果可以.......

生命是很短暫的，沒有人能保證下一秒會發生什么事，沒有能肯定自己在下一分鐘，是否還可以好好的活著。我們常常把每件事看作为授予,認為那是理所當然。直到生命要結束的那一刻，才知道自己其實曾經是那么幸運，那么幸福的存在著。那時候才來想著當初，說著早知道，也都于事無補了。

感受生命，向自己愛的人大膽說愛，就趁這一秒吧！對生命，不要再有任何的遺憾:)

這是剛剛我提到的那位女生，對鏡頭哭泣著，述說自己人生快走到盡頭的心聲。還有就是有人因為看到那段影片后，為她制作另個短片，彈奏一首驅動人心的鋼琴曲，希望可以給她更多的鼓勵和支持。聽聽看吧!

p/s: 珍惜生命，珍惜身邊對你好的人:)

Loves E.

study life...

Seriously, study life sucksss!!!

E.

uni life :/

was my first class of degree sem3 today. nothing much, juz attended business law lecture. lecturer  was the guy who came from Bosnia. he told us so much bout dis subject, he's sort of warning us i guess. cos the passing rate is so low. especially the fact that 50% students of the previous sem failed dis subject. omaigourd. am i gonna be one of em dis sem??!!

S-T-R-E-S-S !!!

dad put so much expectation on me n I promised not to let him down anymore.

but..... IM SCAREEEEEE!!!

it's gonna be another tough sem i know. but seriously, I ISH NO WAN FAIL any subject dis sem!! plsssss.... God, do u hear me? it's my last sem for my degree first year. I wanna get good result so that I can pursue my studies toward the path of becoming an accounting/auditor. m i gonna achieve that? indeed, I doubt myself too :(

looking at the subject add&drop form for the whole night n it's still blank there. apparently im not gonna fill it tonight. I hv no idea which subject to drop. for ur information, im gonna take four subjects dis sem. there're finance, marketing, business law n business statistics. n i only have class from Monday to Wednesday. means one week i study three days. in fact, I think it's quite free. so im thinking to take the subject dat i have to repeat for previous sem.

guess what, if i take dat subject, some of my classes are crashed. the management department only encourage students to take four subjects which is 16credit hours. they scare students cant handle it. dat oso mean i'll have to choose among five of em n then drop one of it. Zzz! holding the pen in the hand, thinking which subject to drop for hours. yaaa, dats me. the frustrated me. great, the form is still there. i'll have to pass up the form within these three days. like wad i tweeted juz nw, left 2days :( crap

ohkayy, it's never easy when I come to decision kind of stuff. hate myself being so indecisive. God, pls guide me, give me strength in making righteous decision.  a decision that i'll never regret. with whatever decision I make in the end, give me wisdom in achieving the goals. 

it's my own life. my responsibility to take it seriously. yes, no one else but myself.
  

Loves E.